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Sunday
01Nov2009

More.

We had more kids this year than we had last year for Halloween which is pretty amazing since we had between 50-75 kids last year. This year I would say that we had well over this - close to 100. It was awesome. Our whole neighborhood is out on their porches giving out candy, trick-or-treating, chatting, sharing "spirits".

The weather was stunningly perfect for Halloween - windy, clear with clouds blowing by almost full moon. My parents stopped by toward the end of the evening and we took Marley for a nice walk, checking out all of the spookiness on the streets nearby.

I should have taken more photos but everything went by quickly. I will post a photo of my bumblebee niece and her friend "This little Piggy" The two of them were beyond adorable!

Today was a nice day - shopping and lunch with mom. No major purchases just a new kitchen trash can and a teeny little outfit for my next niece. It was just too sweet to pass up. I can't believe that I will have another niece come March! The only downside to the day was my sudden burst of tears in the middle of the store as I was looking at the little outfits. All of a sudden out of the blue I was overwhelmed with "I will never be able to get these little clothes for a baby that is mine."

Most days I think I have accepted my infertility, other times -like today, it just hits me out of the blue and I am not quite sure to do with the emotions. I was able to take a deep breath and keep going today and I am tearing up a little as I write this. 

Tomorrow it's  Monday again and back to work - but for tonight it's time to just be cozy at home. Marley is so mixed up by turning the clocks back she went upstairs to her bed at 7:15!

Reader Comments (2)

my Shayla is all messed-up timewise, too! She kept barking for her meals an hour early.

We got ZERO trick-or treaters which really made me feel lousy, because I actually made up treat bags this year, so now I have to dis-assemble them all.

:(
November 2, 2009 | Unregistered Commenterbrandy101
I have a friend who is also unable to have children. At times she feels just horrible about it. Her saving grace is her husband's granddaughter. She pours all her love into her and it helps. I'm sure your nieces give great comfort too.
November 2, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterLaura

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